[Happy New Year...Trust is Gone]
written @ [//8:48 p.m.] on [//2008-01-29]
I know it's been a long time once again since I've updated.
In the last entry I was shocked because DB gave me chlamydia. Of course I was pissed and upset. I went to the doctor immediately and everything is fine now.
DB and I had a looong talk and he claimed that he didn't know he even had it. I was just so disappointed in him. Before we even started to have sex in our relationship, I asked him when was the last time he had got tested. He said it was just recently and everything was fine. So, I trusted him. In the beginning of our relationship, we always used a condom. But then I just trusted him completely and we stopped.
After I found out he gave me chlamydia I asked him again when was the last time he had got a std check. Then, his story changed. the last time he got a fucking std check was when he was 17yrs old. He's 20yrs old now, so that's 3 damn years!! When he told me that my mouth just dropped to the floor. Imagine all the other shit he could've gave me! I'm so thankful that i didn't have anything else.
In a way I was stupid for trusting him completely, but why did he LIE to me about the last time he had got tested?? All he had to do was tell the fucking truth!
Also, I did have thoughts going through my mind of whether he had cheated on me or not. But, I would like to believe that he didn't.
Now, it's hard for me to trust him. That trust is completely gone.
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About Me:24yrs young. former military brat. african american female. true aaliyah fan. college graduate. loves 90's r&b music. shy at times. loves photography. goofy. wanna know more?
